Sorry I haven't updated in a while! Ive been insanely busy with school, literally reading and studying non-stop. But, guess what? I reached my goal. I now weigh 119.5 pounds! My measurements are 32-24.5-35 and I am a size 2!
Finally I sound like a model!! I'm only 5' 7.5' tall but I will tell agencies or whoever that I'm 5'8. 5 foot 8, 122 lbs, size 2. Lovely! I'm not satified though. My back doesn't look thin enough and my butt and legs are still too big. Models are like 5ft9 and 110 pounds. So I need to get smaller. My new goal is 115. Yay!
Its amazing how easy this has been. I just don't want to eat. Especially since I was on adderall this entire weekend, I literally had to remind and force myself to eat here and there just to make sure I wouldn't pass out or anything.
For the past week, I haven't eaten anything other than total cereal, soy milk, yogurt and cottage cheese and coffee. I don't really care to eat anything else. I get cravings sometimes but I just think about how skinny I am now and how I got here and then the food seems disgusting to me.
I know Ive been lazy with the updates but Ive just been so busy. I really need to go put my clothes away right now and start some homework. But Im going to put up new pics soon! Promise! Maybe later today.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
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